I strive to maintain an air of happiness in this blog, but I just have to say this...just once:
Dear Enemies
I'm so tired. I'm tired of the hatred and the lies and the gossip and the pretending. It makes me physically feel sick. We humans are disgusting animals and I can't deal with it anymore. I just don't want to be part of the human race any longer. I want to disappear and never be heard from again. I want to fade away into oblivion, a blanket of cool bliss and escape. I want to go home.
Home. The word makes me ache. I need it. I want it. But I can't reach it. I'm so close that it's palpable, that I can almost touch it. I want to reach it- no, I need to. When, I do, I will finally be able to close my eyes and rest, truly rest. I haven't been able to in so long. I want to close my eyes. But I can't do that. I have to walk this path. I have to be strong.
So next time, when you think that you've beaten me down into submission and you're ready for the final blow, remember I am not weak like you. You may not know who you are, but I know you. I won't allow you to get the upper hand. I will overcome.
I will overcome.
Sincerely,
Bam